Joyride Spring 2026
Joyride is my zinething I previously wrote about but as a post. I don't know, I'm trying it out. If you're on RSS I cordially invite you to take a look at the page!
Notes on joy
How can we quantify joy? Should we even be trying to?
A map, a recipe, a prescription, an equation, a menu. Maslowâs Hierarchy of Joy. Can I make a game about it?
âGlimmersâ are tiny moments of joy. The opposite of triggers.
Mindfulness seems important - being open to noting the sensation of joy.
These are a few of my favourite things
- Walking fast to loud music
- Watching Mercury rise and fall
- Seeing an owl
- Writing about love
- Blue skies
- Dancing past everyone huddled in the chip shop
- Leading an army of seven thousand orks into battle against ancient chaos gods
- A streetlight shining through wet leaves
joy /joi/
noun
Intense and especially ecstatic or exultant happiness, or an instance of such feeling.
An expression of such feeling.
joy, contentment, pleasure, comfort, elation, bliss, ecstasy, merry, delight, wonder, happiness
Henri Matisse, The Snail, 1953

"the samba school turned into a crowd and the crowd turned into a momentary festival. There was no âpointâ to it - no religious overtones, ideological message, or money to be made - just the chance, which we need much more of on this crowded planet, to acknowledge the miracle of our simultaneous existence with some sort of celebration."
Dancing in the Streets: A History of Collective Joy
by Barbara Ehrenreich
I feel joy a lot. Joy as in delight. I have worked to cultivate the ability to get excited about the little things. Actively finding joy.
But also there's that deeper emotion, behind joy, of happiness and contentment. And then behind that, feeling alive. It's the 'feeling very alive' part I try to concentrate on more.
Make your own thaumatrope
A thaumatrope is an optical toy introduced in 1825.
Cut out two circles with part-images and stick them back-to-back around a pencil or something similar. To be fancy and more structurally sound, try sandwiching a bit of cardboard in between. Roll backwards and forwards between your fingers to see the complete image.

Other versions attach string to either side and the image is formed when the disc spins. The classic image is a bird on one side, a cage on the other. I've used Henri Matisse's Cat With Red Fish (Chat Aux Poissons Rouges).
An extract.
The lamps are being lit as Rosalie leaves her lodgings. She has been on her feet working at the easel all day and can't quite bring the world into focus. Nor has she eaten, her stomach complains. It makes her feel alert.
She walks with the rhythm of the evening streets. A good pace - people have places they want to be and the sky is threatening. Rosa has somewhere she needs to be. Twenty-five minutes to Fleuron Court.
Into the park and a finger starts conducting the orchestra. The sky is seething - there are patches of blue and clouds tinged orange with the sunset, but others are massing dark grey. Itâs almost, almost, the most beautiful thing Rosa has ever seen. She gazes up at the trees, brushes her hands over the bark as she passes. A greeting. A thank you.
Her whole hand waves in the air. She worked hard today. Her hands are all the colours of water in the sunshine. She has put her hands in the river. Drawn out treasures. This hand was in Adelaideâs last night at the orchestra. This other hand in Adelaideâs a few weeks ago. Yet they look much as they ever did.
Itâs starting to rain. She didnât bring her coat. The coat from Adelaide. How had she ever taken that coat off? Hadnât she resolved to live in it forever?
Birds take off from a tree and wheel overhead. She wheels below, looking up at them and spinning around as they pass. She hops up onto a kerb. Fully committed to her orchestration now, her arms wave around.
The rain is cold. She will not be allowed home. She will have to stay. She will have to fall asleep to the sound of Adelaide breathing. She will have to see Adelaide tomorrow morning in her nightgown. Dishevelled hair. Be brought coffee.
The light is almost sinister, everything is sharp. Lightning, somewhere over the rooftops. The clouds flash. Everyone is hurrying and clearing the place out. Rosa hurries through the gates from the park for an entirely different reason.
Here, Fleuron Court. Here, Adelaide.
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